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Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 7:47 AM

Many Many things happened recently. Not to me but to my friends around me. It didn't really affect me. But still, it somehow affected me. Lol. I'm bullshit-ing here. Anyway, i don't really care. But it pains me to see my friends around me getting hurt. Seriously, teenager is abit no life. Because it's all about friends. Friends, friends and friends. It's still all about trust. What happens when you lose all the trust you deposited in someone you trusted like hell? It's like you lose everything in this world. Okay la, that's for me. Seriously speaking, My trust is not easily earned. (: How to trust people when I don't even know whether you are trustworthy? If you can tell me about other people's secret, I don't really see why you can't tell others my secret. If you can bitch to me about people, I don't see why you can't bitch about me to other people. okay, this is just too sensitive. But, It's kinda true. I can't take it if my friends do all this to me. I might just break down and lock myself up for a week, thinking & reflecting. Luckily, my friends aren't like that. I'd prefer you just tell me right in front of me to telling my other friend and they come or accidentally or whatever to come and tell me. Stop being such a bastard coward that you don't even dare to tell your friends how they are wrong or in what way you dislike she/he. All you can do is bitch your friend. And that's really a bitch. A shameless bitch. Trusting people is not an easy thing to do, and it's kind of stupid actually, to trust people. But I do trust people, like people who know I trust them. HAHA. digest it.

I hate unsolved problems. I hate to leave problems lying down there, useless.
What I'm looking forward to is sunday, when I can go and have a lunch with Wenzhen and rant everything out to her. :D Althought we seldom go out, I still love her. Despite me suaning her and sometimes, I feel guilty if i'm not good to her because she's good to me. HAHA. But she's still my lovable buddy(hey, see this?). LOL. :D

Tomorrow's gonna be a fun day, I believe. It'd better be.

I dont understand why human judge others when they are not perfect themselves.
Although I'm a human, I somehow dislike being a human.

I'm feeling so frustrated that, I really do feel like walking on sand in the evening. :D